Boys vs. Girls

I think I have answered the age old question.....which sex is better, men or women? The answer is interesting and it took me a year to get here.....well more than that. Probably 23 years really. But a lot of discovering has happened in this last year. And the boys win, sorry girls. They will win every time. Why? Because you care too much. That is the way we are, emotional and sympathetic. Both are our downfalls. Men have this amazing ability to let everything roll off of their shoulders. They don't get upset or hold on to anything. Not anything. How can you ever get ahead of someone who is not affected by you?......you can't. It's all very simple. And once you understand this girls, I think you will be able to relax a little bit. So wether a man is your father, grandfather, husband, brother or boss, there is nothing you can do about it. You can not have an effect on them. They don't care as much as you do. So I think the solution to this problem is just to stick with what you know, yourself. Do everything for yourself and try not to worry about anything else. But then of course, in order to do things for yourself, you have to know yourself......

Living

So I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I need a change, I'm making a change. But it's not big enough or bold enough. Moving is a good start, but I'm within the same state. I think I am just going to work and save a bunch of money. Then I am going to move somewere far away. Chicago, New York, LA, Vegas maybe. I can stay there for a bit, then I want to move farther. Canada? Not very exotic, just another version of the US. I think I will put my finger on a globe, give it a good spin and go. Wherever my finger lands. Just let fate seal the deal. Or maybe I could just try to live on a different continent each time. Either way there is so much to see and so little time. It really doesn't matter where I go, I just want to go. I want to see people and places and things. I want to do and learn. I want to help. This is why we are here. To experience life and people. I keep seeing these lists people do, of all the places they have lived. Some of their lists go on and on. Mine consists of 2 cities....2!! That is not enough! How can I experience this great world we live in??? Well I am 23 years old already but the adventure is just beginning!

9-5

Ok so I haven't posted in 2 months, but since this blog is just for me it really doesn't matter. This post is for all my homies out there working the 9-5 and hating it. Shout out to Jennifer and Lemissa especially, who I talk to all day long on gtalk. I don't know what I would do without them. Go insane I suspect. I think I am going to explode today cuz it's 11 AM and all of my work is done....lame, but hey what's new? So now I have all the time in the world to sit and stare at my computer and pretty much watch my butt get larger from non movement. Plus it's wonderful that I have a window in my office and I get to see the sun shining, the birds chirping, the rabbits hopping and the clouds moving.....all from inside. Can I hear a Yeah! Makes me long for another awesome camping trip like I had this weekend. All the cool kids were there. We got to see some gorgeous Bluebonnets and Indian Paintbrushes. On the upside, I have rehearsal tonight for Wonderland, the musical I am working on. I always look forward to that. Got all my lines memorized like a super G. And that show makes me so want to be a kid again. Alice is all like talking to flowers and stuff. I think I would be ok if I had some talking flowers in my office. She is just sitting in her room playing chess and she's imagining this whole other world. So she made herself queen of course. I mean how awesome would it be if someone walked into my office with some work and I was like "No fool, I am the queen. Curtsy when you talk to me! Go get me some pudding!" I don't think anyone would come into my office ever again.
K well check ya later, hopefully not so long this time!

Blogging

Well I am starting a blog. I have always been against blogging. I always thought blogs were for people that just really thought their lives were so interesting that the whole world would want to read about them. That the world would be waiting patiently by their computers for the next update. But then I realized that blogs are not for the rest of the world. They are for the people writing them. That people write them for themselves. To work out a problem or maybe gain some kind of understanding or insight. Or maybe they are just therapeutic. I decided to start a blog for all of these reasons. So you can read this blog or you don't have to. If you do I hope you at least enjoy it and maybe even benefit in some way from it. But I have started one all the same for myself. And maybe it will help me get to wherever it is I am going.